m sorry wen im bored i talk... ^^;

Well... basketball season is about to start.... well practice anyway... I might be the center... >.>;;; i hate posting up... ><;;; its horrible... AND im on a varsity team!!! o.o;;; if they make me post up some 6'5 girl im gunna scream... >.>;;;;; and guess what... my coach is the same lady who doesnt "like my tone" -.-;;; aint that jus beautiful..... but ya kno what? once she found out i played basketball she was alot nicer to me.. better had :shakefist: =p

ive been feelin creative for some strange reason... ^^; i think its all this time alone :nod: I wrote a short plot to a story... I may post it in my scraps maybe.... if i feel like typin it =p  Ive been feelin better.... but i jus realize how different i am from the kids in my school..... most of the girls act like damned whores and sluts.. (all they seem to care about is how big their ass is... -.-;;; ) is this how low the girls in my class have gone to be "liked" and "loved" by these boys? its pathetic..... really.. pathetic.... it makes me feel ashamed to be a girl at this school.... thats probly why i never hangout with any girls after school... sometimes with some guys but mostly by myself..... i think its better this way...

these ppl think they kno me so well... but they cant even differeniciate between the 3 "me's" the normal me seems happy and content and making mean sarcastic comments and laughing and having fun... the other one where im extra quiet and over analyzing things and often by myself... and the last one... that only comes wen im mad and i death glare everyone and plotting ppls deaths and... o.o;;; cussin alot never smiling at all.... ^^; i jus call that the evil side.... but its rare wen i get that mad............

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!!!^______^ YAY!

I' have writer's block... and drawer's block... -.- it sucks...

BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!!! ^____^